Keeping me Alive.

Trust.

They say that love is hard to find,
But i think that it is hard to have.

You can look your whole life,
And not realize what is there.
Its that feeling in your chest
That makes you feel out of breath.
It's What makes you say no,
When you usually say yes.

You can't ignore it when comes around,
With no reason or answer that can be found.
You can't choose when it comes or when it goes,
Who you share it with, or just who knows.

Love can be read all over your face
Regardless if you believe it or not,
Its going to be there with, or without
You. All that matters is that you see it.

It is said everyone wants that real kinda love,
In truth everyone wants to feel kinda loved.

I never really thought all about this blogging thing, but it has come to me that it might actually be nice to have somewhere I can place my thoughts. Plus for my English class, my prof said it would be a good idea if I were to write my thoughts out somewhere, and I am not really that much of a journal book type of person, so I thought i would try the Electronic Journal type. I put up an old poem from a long time ago, I really don't know why i did, I guess maybe it somewhat summarizes how i am feeling at the moment. Recently one of my friends asked me if I had someone in my life, I responded with a "No, not really" T_T . In truth, it has been a long time since I had someone special in my life. So yeah, also friends of mine also had a session on LCD: Love, Courtship, and Dating, and it just made me think about what all of that meant to me, and the last time I dated. =/ As for the love part, I don't think I have ever been in "Love". People say that I am missing out on love, or I am in love with someone right now, or even missing out on life not knowing it, but I guess I will know love when I see it. With her it is different, how I feel when she is around >.<

If it is the will of my lord, that I may find love.
its just me for now...
RockFRESH